Well this last weekend was…well…interesting. I spent Friday night through yesterday with my cousin and my uncle. Friday was lame. Saturday I don’t really remember…Sunday was amazing and Monday was exhausting. So Sunday was my Aunts “I survived Haunta Virus!” Party combined with my little cousins b day party and ended up being an engagement party. One of my uncles proposed in front of everyone on one knee and everything…oh and it was a pool party and every time I got in it was sunny. Then it would rain and it was bothering us. Then after the party we went to W21 which is like a teen club type area they host lots of workshops and concerts. There was a screamy death metal concert with like 10 bands and one of them had a hardcore 12 year old drummer and his dad was screaming into the mic. It was cool. I really kind of ignored it all until Logical Nonsense played. I stood there and listened to an angry gorilla dog scream at me for about an hour and a half. Everyone was moshing so you see a bunch of bald guys ramming each other and then my uncles Afro just kinda bobbing along. Now LN originates from here in Santa Fe so my uncle and step dad went to school with those guys and after the show it ended up being a massive high school reunion. But I had loads of fun. A ton of Monte kids were there so we all hung out and I made some new friends.Oh and my hips both get stuck and come out of place! woo! I also hyper extended my left knee so ice skating is a pain in the butt.  Something I regularly  do so I’m kinda pissed. Ha Ha yay me!

School is officially out for the summer I’m done now!

Its such a relief. I’m so sick of those people! OK I love all of them but I spent way to much time with all of them. Alot of them are moving this summer. all my favorite people are almost gone from my life. Its horrible! But hey now that its summer i gotta couple of jobs lined up for meh! woohoo!

K so lets see, Whats new? Well my best friend is moving to stupid Detroit. Huge loss. I really love him you know? I’m going to miss him like crazy. Today was my last chance to see him and I missed it. Sigh.

Ok so the thing about chocolate. well I love chocolate and all but when I eat it I always get really sick and it really sucks.

Ok so recently I have been bored out of my mind. I still do the usual, I ice skate with my skater friends and I do roller skating with those skater friends, I do school like every other normal kid though I’ll admit to extreme abnormalcy and I try to hang out with my gamer buddy on saturdays…but for some retarded reason I usually can’t go, which really freaking sucks! What else has been going on? oh! uhm ok so we have an epileptic dog living with us and its weird and we had a retarded (literally) cat but we got rid of her. So Maggie  (Epileptic dog) is going away with my grandma soon and Skitz (The retard) went away to my othe rgrandma the other day and now I have to get rid of my gorgeous cat Spaztic because she likes to pee on the counters and in my sisters clothes  . But I’m really sad about losing my kitty, I love her so much!

Life is a headache……ow……oh guess what ii did today!!!!!!
i did something weird with my knee…..i woke up around noon…..and my legs felt really week..so I made my way to the help desk and kinda collapsed….and I just kinda hung out for a couple hoursand then my mother made me walk to her old office and carry a box over here  and i kinda fell…my knees like gave out….and i twisted my knee in some funky way…..and i landed right in front of the help desk……and it hurt like a bitchso now my knee really hurts……oh and i’m not allowed to eat chocolate….I’ll explain next post….. yea

Well isn’t this pleasent, I’m sick!
Ew. I feel all icky and stuffy. Ew

In other fantastic news…I lost one of two friends that I have.
Apparently I’m to lame to hang out with her.
I cried. now I have to rely on dre. But we don’t talk very often now.
It kinda hurts to know that I’m not worthy enough to hang out with someone who knows all my secrets and visa versa.
But oh well I guess…Friends will be friends. Or bitches.
 what ever you prefer.

i’M SO TIRED! I was up till 4 AM ish and then I had to get up at 7 AM, so I got what? 3 hours of sleep…..which wasn’t very pleasent due to a certain fat ass knocking me off my bed. Oh well I guess I’ll learn to deal with it, eventually.
   I woke up this morning and I hsit you not I felt F***en hung over. Twas not pleasent.
and I still feel like shit and I’m going to go to bed in like a half hour.

Today we lost Jack. Jack was more than a dog to those of us who spent the most time with him.
He was a loyal companion that we will never forget.

My uncle got the call from the animal shelter and we didn’t think it was him. They told us he had been hit by a car and probably died instantly. We drove to the animal shelter and my step dad wouldn’t let me go in. They went in and were only there for a couple minutes. When they came out, they didn’t even have to tell us, we could tell by the look on they’re faces that Jack was gone. We were heartbroken.

We’ll miss you Jackers.

Yes let the rain fall down on me. It is pouring outside. It’s beautiful. I love it.

I got trapped in the rain. What happened was, my best friend and I decided to go outside before it rained. Once we got out it started sprinkling so we went for my sisters plastic house. Once in the house it started raining hard as hell, then it started hailing. So while it rained, hailed and thundered me and Ally were trapped in a little bitty house doin our thing and my littlest sister runs out to the house and while I’m in a rush to put out my “fireworks”, Ally is sitting there laughing her ass off cause we almost got caught and I’m just there kind of dumb struck about it. I think I would have been suicidal to know that my sister was the one to bust me. So now I’m sitting in my soaking wet cloths writing this all down and I’m thinking “damn I need to be more careful with my shit.” No I’m here freezing my butt of! It is truly unpleasant.

It’s 4th of july.

hmmm…..well what’s so great about that? honestly I do not know. maybe it’s the bright colors of the fireworks or maybe its the fun of bbq’s with family and friends. whatever it is I cant wait til’ tonight. Of course I’m not going to stay with what the rest of my family’s going to do, Instead Im’ma go with my uncle and my bestest friend in the whole wide world to our secret place and the hit by the flying debris of the firework show at santa fe high school…WOOH FRIGGIN HOO!!!! I love etting hit by all that junk…..well not really but I”d rather do tht then be with my mom doing her thing. :P. I really hate family outing I honestly do whatever I can to avoid them. I don’t know why I hate them so much. I guess I just don’t like being with my family, which is made up of my two monstrous little sisters, My obnoxious younger brother, My clinically Insane goth mom, My creepy Step dad, and I almost always have my best cousin friend over. Yep I truly do not know anyone that enjoys my family as much as I do. oh yes…I love them….. I think… they can be a bit annoying…ok they can be annoying beyond belief!! I mean imagine  six and eight year old… the eight year old, is out of her mind. The six year old, is overly sensitive and way to loud. Then theres my twelve year old brother,  I swear he needs to choose his personality. he can’t make up his mind. He rides his mini motorcycle and looks like a total biker and acts like it. But then he turns into a cholo (ew). And then there is my cousin and I. We rock!

Well I got way off topic but happy boom boom in your pants day!!!!!