Jul 04 2008
Spice
Pain tears me up inside
So strong I can’t even describe
It eats at me from the inside out
And brings a head to all my doubts
Everything I want in life
I see drifting along like a piece of spice
It dangles itself before
Opens its mouth
And with its mocking words
Gives a harsh face to all my fears
“Nothing deserved
Nothing given
The emptiness in you
Is the only thing living
You reap what you sow
And gain through belief
But nothing you’ve done
Deserves such relief.”
A taunt of disbelief
That I will ever reach
Goals in my life that laugh at me
For even thinking I can dream
And anything in life
Will ever come to me


It’s the end of the beginning
